I hate this feeling, lingering inside
I want to toss it, but It just won’t slide
Try to stay distracted, immersed in the present
Can’t stop the murmurs of these thoughts I resent
I won’t be free lest I free myself
Unshackled by knowledge of Spiritual wealth
Taking back my Power
Is like watching each hour
Waiting for that cathartic moment
When I no longer painfully repent
Drowning in the pool of my fears
That have already taken so many years
How to stand up and be tall as I should
Stop asking and wondering if only I could ?
It’s so hard to say
When living this way
What can I take back
While being taken aback
That this is my reality
Created by my duality…
To take a stand that I feel is right
Is scary to think I’m to cause this fight
To believe in myself enough to pursue
And to know instinctually what I must do
It’s hard to say
When living this way
Whatever the outcome, should I win or should I lose
At least I did what I had too, when I had the right to choose
My thoughts to be spoken
Though they may be provoking
But standing back, knowing in my saddened heart
Is worst than doing nothing and having it tare me apart.
We all have choices to make in life. Everything from whether to take tea or coffee to the major life-changing decisions regarding money, relationships, children and careers.
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